Last goodbye........

Looking back on everything,

I still remember his smile.

I wish things didn't end so soon,

And turn back time for awhile.

No matter how much it hurts,

I still love him so.

A part of me needs him so much,

Can't seem to let him go.

Knowing I won't be able to see him,

Makes my heart cry out in pain.

I can't believe we won't talk anymore,

The thought makes me wanna go insane.

He was my reason for waking up,

For the smile you see on my face.

Going a single day without him,

Makes me feel so out of place.

I was afraid of opening up,

Now I'm afraid of the next day

.Whenever I see him one last time,

I'm terrified of what he may say.

I know tomorrow will hurt,

But the tears will fade away.

Life is too short for regrets,

There will be a brighter day.

But when I see him one last time,

I won't know what to do...

When he tells me that last goodbye,

I'll whisper,"I already miss you.."